stuck in the middle

Some wishes will never come true..because reality is twisted with my fantasy..its true i know..dun deny it..im weird im strange..fr being like this..but maybe being weird is what we really are..not popular mcm korunk*yela anda semua kan hot2 artis roxstar plaktu HAHAAAAA*..not jocks..nor geeks..in our own little world..in our own little minds..we re all weird..and dats what connects us..so when i have a problem..dat wont go away..i sit and wish..wish the most ridiculous wishes..cause it helps me think..it clears my mind..it makes me forget whats in a turmoil inside of me..my own fantasy takes over and im livin dat dis time..wish i cn fnd smeone dat cn really2 understand my fckin prob..my mind is spinning mcm gasing..i wake up with none to say hye..to eat..mcm xwujud,,how sadd dowh..*smbil buat muke bdget sdey cm nk kna pukol*AHAA..ive been through like a really hard time..one after another non stop..but nvm i am not complaining..plus i am getting tired of cmplaining..chill its a life..always ade up and down.thanx Allahh fr giving me strength..maybe He's testing me..who knows kan..i know that he's near..i know dat He have read my heart and my words i know He hear..greatful fr Allah that He is in our lives..without Him i know i would never be able to survive.
wish i could turn back the time..wheres everything seems to be so perfect..but xkesala,DA BIASE.haha ayat biasa org pkai..promise,i'll learn from my mistakes.XoxO
*wake up and deal with ur reality*
pfttt bak kata neb,emo shit la kau ni.HAHA well biasala neb,org MELAYU.ahah
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