lasting impression

Life gets in the way, routines vary,we all experience time constraints and change.It is better to care and be hurt than not to care at all rite?i will get up each day the crack of dawn and will continue the endless motions dat make dis life of mine work,putting one foot in front of the other..i desire the sleep of no interruption till all the exhaustion has lifted haha wakluu..i want to be happy with the way i am right now..with the way i look..the way i act and everything..i want to be one of those annoying people dat are happy all the time..ok,maybe one step down from dat..smetimes pple treat me juz like i dun hve any feelings at all,mybe its ok to eat fish cause fish dun hve any feelings=)..i wish i dun hve it and i am hurt but i'll never show....pfttt each night i pray fr god to turn me into a bird so dat i can fly far2 away from here.