empty

i seek answers fr the future dat i know nothing bout..i stand all alone..i hate mypast,where i wke up,with none to say hye..to eat..and where i hve nothing to be proud of,but atleast i've learnd smething..but now when i am ready to fly out..i have nowhere to go to..i really2 need smeone to hold on..i just don't wanna lose what i've got now..at such a time i felt the need of committing myself to something absolute..life or truth or beauty of being ruled by it in place of the man made rules dat had been discarded..i needed to surrender to some such ultimate purpose more fully..more unreservedly than i had ever done in the old familiar,peaceful days,in the old life that was now abolished and gone for good..i jump,i fall,i learn.


*i am trying mybest miss president.