mufakasss

The world seems like its going upside down..y can the world be peace?juz gve me a lilll peace..atleast fr a second..it haven't help me with my sleep lately ahaaa mrepek sial.. ouhh..juz fnished 3 assgnments-typography,graphic media and photographic..what a relief..but fr suree,moreee n moreee assgnment projects to comee.pftttt..and presentation fr CTU ws ok..act a bit sux jgak but nvm,ustazah says SHAKAMARA!hahaa

inside my head now:
*rindu tido ats katill sbab ari2 tido dkt lantai sbab air aircond tumpah lalu membasahi katil.HAHA
*ps333 ouhh ps3=(

one o four teen

anda-anda semua sila kesah pasal saya kerna buat masa ini saya rasa diri saya tidak dikesahkan oleh awak-awak sekalian.HAHA

i just need someone who cares.

precious bestfriend.

=)

It all started off in high school.u were my friend's then later u became my BESTfriend..what a small world..high school days came to pass and we lost all contact..seriously after lost cntact,imy gle2 dowh haha..thanx to tom frm diz myspace yg gay aha..we reconnected after a year..,i always wnt to put a big smile on herface,sowi always xjd babe.haha bengong..even she love to ketuk myhead with her garang face(bwerkkk xtkot pn),bpk sakit dowh.aha..she's worth more than gold and she's my bff,so don't u ever dare to hurt her feeling.

BELANJA ME

running red lights

i dont know y i am feeling so lonely and restless nowadays..i wake up,with none to say hye..to eat..i am starting to feel dat i am hopeless and useless..i am out of mood..pffftt..mybe i am juz so so tired and restless..maybe en.yus pnye assgnment like arghhh..i tend to sleep very late..but i wake up early..bpkk imsomnia terok dowh..but i am used to it..and its kinda weirdoo if AD student tido b4 4 a.m,i mean every single day.haha..smetimes im bringing back the old me,fuckk upp..where i usually tend to keep all my problems to maself,even bdo2 ones..i juz wish the wind could blow the problems away..rite now..in a second..arghh i am giving up..butt should i?pftt hell noooo n neverrr..no mtter what..i'll never give up..no matter what the odds are..no matter what people say..no matter how far if i throw it away time after time..if i am one step behind try after try..if i miss dime after dime..i will never gve up dowh..even when it seems all over..even when no one else believes..even when it seems i cn go no further..fr i know i hve strength within..i know i can persevere..i know dat i can win..there's so much i can still do..there's too much talent to waste..there's so much in me that i want you guys to see >.< there's no reason to be afraid..no one can let me down..its ok,everyone has his day and some days last longer than others..enjoy it..enjoy hurt enjoy pain enjoy despair enjoy brokennes and have a nice life..blaaaa

*and ouh,today xpg smyng jmaat cause abg ckp die xtukar suar pnjg lg,pkai short..goshhh reason apakah itu =_=..i neeeedd my mini cooper rite now -__-

waiting

i misss this car..not mine OF COURSE..belongs to my brother tp always buat harta by me..but now this car sakit already.ahah



and ouh i juz found my pic with nates.


*tired n lapar =_=

general

i didn't do any of my assignment(haven't done it yet) n did not even catch up wth anyone though the phone..i ve lost the mood to do anything n it sux..mybe i m juz too tired with a lot lot lot of assignment projects..n juz realized,my eyes da mcm panda >.<..my fwens always sys chill lah fye lepak2 dgn ktorank,kje tu lek2 luu sapp kokk..HAHA bnyklaaaa lek2..sorry guys i juz can't make it,maybe next time.

blavaablavaa

PROMISE

A promise of yes that does turn to no,is a sad and painful review..it runs through ur mind,thoughts bad and unkind,self doubt displaces the truth.,u tend to accept ur inner most faults instead of just looking toward pain..u beat urself down,ur head to the ground the feeling just drives me insane..so if u give ur word,a promise to one,prepare to make it come true for if you turn sour,change ur mind in the hour then u r painting the others world blue..things have never been so swell n i have never felt this real..lets talk bout someone else..steaming soup begins to melt.XoxO